"you must be strong, and carry on, cause i know, i dont belong, here in heaven..." this songs just keeps ringing over in my mind. maybe because it sorta represent me right now. in all the decisions i have to make, over my social life, school life and such. i really am at a loss! i dont know who to go to! for some, i know what their answers may be cause they have certain biasness. i just want a truly OBJECTIVE opinion as we learnt in GP today.

school was a brutal torture today. i think i was freaking dulaning the whole day. somehow sitting beside friends didnt even make me feel all that great, though it did help. but yeah, all my confusion, adding the kind of attitudes of the people around me, made further worse my commend prac and the too much thinking! today was bad bad bad. really, i have nothing good to say about today, except maybe the morning skit lol. funny, cute maybe? haha! "HERE ARE YOUR BROWNIES!" lol

well, i just want to encourage all my friends, even as we await more results. please dont worry anymore, whats done is done. so what if they are going to see our parents if we dont hit the promotional mark. its already been done, what matters is what we do from hence forth. so perhaps what we can try and do, is continue to go to school, not dreading the fact you have to receive more results but enjoying it, i mean we HAVE to get through it anyway. hopefully, my being there as well as others will make it better for you all la.

at least i feel council's getting closer. with the many many more adhoc committees like NETS and DNS. hahah then started talking to more council people today. like LINYU! hahaha. played dota with weili and jonathan. hahah glad to know there are so many likeable ppl in council. was afraid i'd be too weird cause im not the serious kind! i have a impt postion in council, more impt than exco, its the joker! i swear i would miss this, if i ever had to leave.

i dont really want to say much things emo. today simply spoke for itself, with my mind in such a whirl. i feel someone has spooned out the contents of my brain and thrown it into a blender on 'high'. how? what a shitty place to be in! what more, there were so many things just bad. that i cannot even remember what im so low about, exactly, its all just one big messup up there.

oh and our class stall for sa street market. woo! the price was too high, so we are winding up operations even before opening! haha minimise losses to the max!

black&white ; 11:49 PM